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Progress Report
Complete failures at multiple levels...
Goal #1 - Pipeline Project - I'm fucking up at a whole new level. I guess I don't want it bad enough. This is uncanny.
Goal #2 - New Web Corp - This project is starting to get a little annoying. And I still haven't done anything for 2nd proposal - wow.
Goal #5 - Corporate Blitz Project - Only thing going right, full steam ahead with all the partners excited and doing their parts. Made a ton of progress but still have a mountain of code to go through. But this is the end game.
Goal #6 - Personal Well Being - Nothing. No Gym - Going to do a min of 100 push ups a day for 30 days straight cause this is way off schedule. Starting tomorrow obviously. One thing I have been working on for my mental health, is listening to certain audiobooks straight with no other distractions. Just sitting there and listening - that's helped me come to some interesting revelations - all problems and solutions are created by my own doing - there is nobody else responsible.
Goal #7 - Resurrection Project - Nothing new.
Overall, I have no idea what's holding me back, but when extreme realism hits you in the face like watching these progress reports develop something has to "snap" into place quickly otherwise I might as well just give it all up.
Now I'm starting to get really angry at the lack of progress...
Complete failures at multiple levels...
Goal #1 - Pipeline Project - I'm fucking up at a whole new level. I guess I don't want it bad enough. This is uncanny.
Goal #2 - New Web Corp - This project is starting to get a little annoying. And I still haven't done anything for 2nd proposal - wow.
Goal #5 - Corporate Blitz Project - Only thing going right, full steam ahead with all the partners excited and doing their parts. Made a ton of progress but still have a mountain of code to go through. But this is the end game.
Goal #6 - Personal Well Being - Nothing. No Gym - Going to do a min of 100 push ups a day for 30 days straight cause this is way off schedule. Starting tomorrow obviously. One thing I have been working on for my mental health, is listening to certain audiobooks straight with no other distractions. Just sitting there and listening - that's helped me come to some interesting revelations - all problems and solutions are created by my own doing - there is nobody else responsible.
Goal #7 - Resurrection Project - Nothing new.
Overall, I have no idea what's holding me back, but when extreme realism hits you in the face like watching these progress reports develop something has to "snap" into place quickly otherwise I might as well just give it all up.
Now I'm starting to get really angry at the lack of progress...